31 July, 2009 7/31/2009
farewell
Choir farewell went on pretty well today :)
It was in a sense the first task the 09comm undertook, and through the little things that happened today i could sense God's presence and grace upon me.
And about the confrontation, I thought i needed more time. My heart wasn't ready.
I know, everything.
Even then, my heart pains at the choice i have to take,
though knowing its the best for me.
Couldn't we just wait, till it all ebbs away?
Must we be thrown forward like the rushing waves on the shore?
Or should we just enjoy the momentary high of the rush of emotions, albeit unwanted?
I'm afraid of what i may do
Of how i could hurt you.
Should i leave it to be?
Conflicting thoughts rage inside of me.
Until it all ebbs away.
Maybe then, we can start anew, as
Friends.
