29 June, 2009 6/29/2009
Till it bursts at the seams with unsaid, frustrated emotion
I ought to be sleeping right now.
I need to learn to trust God, that His grace will carry us through this trying times, that His hand will lead us and comfort us, that He hears every single prayer offered up to Him, to know that He answers us in His own,
perfect time.
Shu nu powerrr
22 June, 2009 6/22/2009
{edit: I got caught}
6/22/2009
Its a feeling,
I'm still up on my bed with the laptop propped against my pillow. Wonder if I'll get caught. The holidays seem to pass so quickly, and in about 1 week's time I'm going to sit for my Mid years. Maybe its time to get serious.
But how?
-I realize I'm growing to love my laptop more and more, despite its limited functions and lousy MSN which comes in the form of pidgin.
She strained her ears to listen for the slightest bit of sound- the creaking of floorboards, the "click click" sounds of spectacles. Her heart is anxious and cannot get to sleep, because of her extended night-sleeping hours just lying on her bed thinking, and thinking.
She would like to lie under a blanket of stars, to admire the work of her Creator's hands. The One who calls out the starry hosts one by one and knows them all by name- the One who places them where they should be, the one and only worthy-to-be praised God, full of mercy and compassion.
A sudden movement startled her, and she woke up from her fantasy to meet face to face with her mum.
Oops, busted!
17 June, 2009 6/17/2009
Benaiah, ignite, flamethrower!What can i say?
Camp Zion: Seeking God wholeheartedly was just totally awesome, and God's presence was so tangible. It made me rethink my method of QT, and how flippantly i was treating this time alone with God in this busy world of staying competitive and being efficient.
But yet, don't let me live on this spiritual high from the camp, but let me continue pressing on to please God and to glorify and exalt His name
in spirit and in truth!So very tired, sunburnt, and living in a mountain-full of revision that is yet to be completed.& so i ask myself: what am i doing on the computer?
perhaps its a outlet for stress?
HAH.
♥Benaiah, lion-slayer, David's mighty man.
PS: Its ben-nal-yah, not ben-nai-yah
:)
09 June, 2009 6/09/2009
If it is Your will, keep me away from him.She yawned widely, and stretched out lazily infront of the computer. Rubbing sleep from her eyes, she turned and petted her dog, before walking off to the washroom, a satisfied smile on her face. Facing her reflection in the mirror, she squeezed the toothpaste bottle. A long, thick string of mint-flavoured Fluoride toothpaste shot out quickly and curled into a long strip on her toothbrush.
How pretty, she thought, as she set to work polishing her teeth till it shone.
But not too hard too, like the person on the news who brushed his teeth so hard nine of them dropped out. This is really random.
CANT WAIT FOR CHOIR BBQ AND YC CAMP ZION :D
02 June, 2009 6/02/2009
You know I Loved You.Every inch of that is trueHow can i Say that you're not worth,Saving tonightI feel incredibly unmotivated to study.
My parents are starting to get pissed off with me for being such a
slack starfish despite my promises that i would work hard from now on.
I feel bad.Radar, anyone?
Taking a last satisfied look at her reflection, she turned and walked out of the toilet.
"Hey guys, i'm so...."
Where were they? She walked a little further to the place where they once were, almost expecting them to suddenly materialise out of thin air.
Sighing inwardly, she flipped open her phone and dialed a number.
"Hey you guys, where are you?", she asked, almost tiredly.
A chirpy voice replied her, "Aren't you with us? ......OH WAIT, you're not there!", followed by a sheepish giggle.
After finding out where her friends were, she stalked off, feeling annoyed.
