17 August, 2008 8/17/2008
she is at peace with her heart.
God in my living
There in my breathing
God in my waking
God in my sleeping
God in my resting
There in my working
God in my thinking
God in my speaking
Be my everything
Be my everything
Be my everything
Be my everything
God in my hoping
There in my dreaming
God in my watching
God in my waiting
God in my laughing
There in my weeping
God in my hurting
God in my healing
Christ in me
Christ in me
Christ in me the hope of glory
You are everything
Christ in me
Christ in me
Christ in me the hope of glory
Be my everything
God in my hurting; God in my healing
15 August, 2008 8/15/2008
Her palms turned clammy as she saw two familiar figures walk towards her. A burning anger rose within her and a tangle of feelings recoiled in her heart. Confused-angry-dejected-jealousy? She could not identify those feeling- they were melded into messy shapes.
She swallowed her dignity and faced them almost unwillingly. "Hey! You two really look good together!" She brushed away the creases of her skirt, stood up, and addressed the two with a radiant smile. Too radiant.
"Really?" The girl smiled and hung onto his arm. He met my gaze and looked away, avoiding eye contact with me. A flicker of his feelings went past his eyes. Was it remorse, guilt or annoyance?
Silence
"Hey, we better get going or we'll miss our movie! See you soon!" The girl waved a cheery goodbye, breaking the lapse in our uncomfortable conversation, pulling him along. Our eyes met and i turned away. Guilt.
"See you at school!" I waved and signaled a thumbs up sign. When they left, my upraised hand fell limply to my side, and i sat down heavily, trying to fight back the tears brimming at the corners of my eyes.
confused-angry-jealous-dejected?
08 August, 2008 8/08/2008
He pressed the cold metal against my throat and backed away from the crowd. " Stay back! Or-or-i'll kill her!"
My thumping heart could be felt under the slightly rusty blade of a penknife and i fought down the urge to scream for help.
The knife momentarily loosed its hold on me, before pressing into the hollow of my neck even stronger.
what.
