31 July, 2009 7/31/2009
farewell
Choir farewell went on pretty well today :)
It was in a sense the first task the 09comm undertook, and through the little things that happened today i could sense God's presence and grace upon me.
And about the confrontation, I thought i needed more time. My heart wasn't ready.
I know, everything.
Even then, my heart pains at the choice i have to take,
though knowing its the best for me.
Couldn't we just wait, till it all ebbs away?
Must we be thrown forward like the rushing waves on the shore?
Or should we just enjoy the momentary high of the rush of emotions, albeit unwanted?
I'm afraid of what i may do
Of how i could hurt you.
Should i leave it to be?
Conflicting thoughts rage inside of me.
Until it all ebbs away.
Maybe then, we can start anew, as
Friends.
27 July, 2009 7/27/2009
I want to live in a farm
I've never felt so overwhelmed this week. Work seems to be piling up, and soon I'm going to be covered from head to toe.
Any kind soul wants to pull me out of this wreck?
Such a temptress.
I should start thinking. Harder.
Harder, faster, stronger.
Out of the wreck I rise. I hope.
19 July, 2009 7/19/2009
knowing that all You have in store for me is good
So, just trust in Him.
Give it up.
18 July, 2009 7/18/2009
A hungry man is an angry man.But whatever, I'm angry all the same.
And confused.
And tired.
WHYAREN'TYOUREPLYINGI'MSOANGRYAREYOUTHATBUSYHUH.I had to get that off my chest.And upset.
17 July, 2009 7/17/2009
My desire to please You is the only thing holding me back.-7 out of 10?
-That made me worried. I don't want a repeat of things, yet. I don't know.
-Ps 42:11
I do what i do not want to do, and i do not do what i want to do.
12 July, 2009 7/12/2009
Fish are friends, not food.Are you a fish then?
I'm quite tired.
Shielding her tired eyes to the bright glare of the phone, she blinked owlishly at the screen. Woken up by its incessant vibration, she grumbled inwardly as her night vision cleared.
Dang 70% huh. IT BETTER NOT INCREASE. REMEMBER WHAT YOU PROMISED.
11 July, 2009 7/11/2009
This is my God, the God who hears.
I need to buck up already. Yesterday the guys were talking about the closeness of promos to now, and it was just a 81 days away. It sounds very long, but minus the rest of the holidays and nonsense, its actually pretty close. Good game, seriously.
Last night was really CRASHANDBURN , just doing the farewell ticket. But still it was rewarding :)
I like my new hair, though the guys seem to prefer me with long hair. But whatever, HAHA
05 July, 2009 7/05/2009
You have shown us the riches of Your loveShe shook her mane furiously, as if to rid herself of that headache. Removing her green hairband and hairclip, she breathed a sigh of relief.
Maybe its time to cut her hair. And she knows the girls(aka MS) will love her for it.
Should she?
the headache is really bothering her now.
02 July, 2009 7/02/2009
God is great, sing His praise!Mummy's well now :)
Exam's over now, shopping!
GSSGSSGSS
GSSGSSGSSGSS
